I’m want to write again. Not to worry, I’m not giving up my abstract art I’m adding writing.
I remember how I regret selling my typewriters off.
I had some really fine machines.
Now, I’m saving up my money to get another one.
my pilot metropolitan pop
It’s inked with J. Herbin Emerald of Chivor on my Midori notebook with cream colored lined pages.
then don’t say anything.
the worse thing you can do in that case
is to make something up
I think it seems that way
it is that way.
I used to be able to talk and have fun with lots of people
but I look back:
most of them were my close friends
I don’t like talking much
that’s not good.
i feel closed in
when you think about it
most of them really aren’t
we use the social aspect
to cover up the fact
that we are all advertising
there was a real social network
where you had to get to know others
you couldn’t talk about yourself
unless someone ask you a question
and the only thing you could post would be a question for others
its a social network
i’m tired of them all
because it’s all about advertising
and there is enough of that already.
get to know someone instead.
many years ago i used to have tons of photography equipment because that is who i was going to be a photographer
the ugly truth
i was overweight
to the point
where i couldn’t bend down
and stand up on my own
on another object
so i gave that up
i didn’t like it
i wouldn’t be able to capture
and above all
i hated it
i realized it wasn’t me
that was sad when i came to that conclusion
the worst was i sold all my equipment
i wish like crazy i would still have my Nikon D3200 with the 14-21 zoom lens
yeah the good one!
the $2100 lens
and i sold it
how stupid am i?
believe me i remind myself of it